Thursday, September 14, 2006

THANK YOU BFRIEND FOR EVERYTHING YESTERDAY! <3

Today was a super bad day for me.

The whole sec 2 level went to watch 'Singapore Dreaming' today at TM. School was damn sian. I was in a very bad mood, partly because of her. I feel violated.

I just can't seem to get all the negative points about you out of my head. It never felt that way before. I've came to realise how selfish you are. I know everyone has a part where he is selfish, but this.. It's unacceptable. Is all this turning into hatred? I hope not..

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That usual dull ache was in my heart- The pain and misery. There was just a sort of emptiness, a lack of emotion. The pain seemed to linger a lot longer than the happiness. I had to admit that the pain of losing everything had been as deep as the love I had.

In fact, the pain might have been deeper. The overwhelming hurt had been worse then anything I felt in my life. Friends were there, and that made the pain of losing everything bearable. The memory of everything had the power to plunge me right back into misery